Saturday, January 26, 2008
I'm Too Soft, I guess
I have to say that, I am indeed to soft. Today I'm finally free from the examatiness sickness and I'm glad that it finally ended. I also found out that someone is too innocent for me to be emo with and I'm glad, so...ignore my first post, I really cant put myself to be in this emoness for a long time and I'm glad once again that I can finally be normal, thousands of sorry if I offended u guys with this attitude. Once again, I promise to myself that I will change..change..change..change..
Monday, January 21, 2008
I got Tagged by Sammie.
Remove 1 question from below and add in your personal question, make it total of 20 questions.
Then tag to 11 people in your list. List them out at the end of the post.
Link to the one who tag you, then spread it to 11 people.
Let the game go on, return the tag to sender is prohibited.
1. Rainy days or sunny days? why?
- Neither, I used to love both of them when I was small but I think I'm sick of those days.
2. Which colour do you prefer?
- Black and turquoise, altho I dun really like my hair black=D. I used to have turquoise lens and I plan to get back a pair sooner or later.
3. Who would you marry?
- I don't know, someone who I think is ideal enuff for me, but I usually will go the path of 'love at first sight'.
4. What present would you prefer the best?
- Give me my punching bag and unlimited rolls of hand bandages. Ehehe.
5. What are you most afraid of losing.
- Losing myself and my family, I lost quite a number of friends so I am kinda immune to it but I still love my friends.
6. What is the sentence that you wanna say if you are given the chance to speak for the last time.
- You might take away my rights to speak but you will not take away my rights to live.
7. The dumbest thing you had done in your life.
- I attacked my own court in a basketball competition. Bahahaha!!
8. What qualities do you want in your other half?
- "Ngam key" is important, it's hard to tell but I duno how to explain this. The feel will just come when the time is right and I won't know why I fall for my other half.
9. Till now, what is the moment you regret the most?
- I lost 3 chances to confess to the ones I liked before and they got grabbed before I did. I did not at least even try.
10. Which type of person you hate most?
- Person who thinks that they are somehow more 'special' than others. They are proud of 'i dont know what they are proud of themselves' type of people.
11. What is your ambition?
- I wanted to be a scientist before but fuck it. It's over, now I just hope to get a stable job and enjoy my life doing the things I want. But I would like to be a professional baller IF I can do it.
12. Would you rather be someone else at this moment?
- Yup,the old me.
13. If you can have a dream to wish to come true, what would it be?
- I am granted the power to reverse time so I can make it all change so my life is not as sucky as now.
14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- Myself, family and my friends.
15. Ever feel like dying in your life for once?
- Yeah sure, I got caught in a mudpool when I was small and it reached my neck. Luckily a passerby pulled me up.
16. What will you do if the world ends tomorrow?
- I'll try to die in a crazy way. Like jumping off from some high place and just go *splat*
17. Who do you wanna meet at least once before you die?
- Someone told me,before you die, your spirits will emerge from you body and fly away to the other world and you can see it with your eyes. Maybe that?
18. What would you do if you can turn the clock backwards and go back in time?
-I will return to the day where my chance appeared last time. I really miss those days where the crowd cheered for me and my team.
19. What was your dream during childhood?
- To grow up, but when I grow up, I realize that this dream is very disappointing. The older u grow, the more difficulty you have in your living.
20. What would you like to thank God for?
- What for? I never believed in the so-called-god.
i tag :
1. Mr Fuck the World 'Mark'
2. Wei Shioun
3. Carina
4. Meow
5. Sam
6. K2G
7. Steph
8. Damian
9. *to be added*
10. *to be added*
11. *to be added*
I tak tau nak tag siapa la..cincai la siapa nak buat pergi buat je la.
Then tag to 11 people in your list. List them out at the end of the post.
Link to the one who tag you, then spread it to 11 people.
Let the game go on, return the tag to sender is prohibited.
1. Rainy days or sunny days? why?
- Neither, I used to love both of them when I was small but I think I'm sick of those days.
2. Which colour do you prefer?
- Black and turquoise, altho I dun really like my hair black=D. I used to have turquoise lens and I plan to get back a pair sooner or later.
3. Who would you marry?
- I don't know, someone who I think is ideal enuff for me, but I usually will go the path of 'love at first sight'.
4. What present would you prefer the best?
- Give me my punching bag and unlimited rolls of hand bandages. Ehehe.
5. What are you most afraid of losing.
- Losing myself and my family, I lost quite a number of friends so I am kinda immune to it but I still love my friends.
6. What is the sentence that you wanna say if you are given the chance to speak for the last time.
- You might take away my rights to speak but you will not take away my rights to live.
7. The dumbest thing you had done in your life.
- I attacked my own court in a basketball competition. Bahahaha!!
8. What qualities do you want in your other half?
- "Ngam key" is important, it's hard to tell but I duno how to explain this. The feel will just come when the time is right and I won't know why I fall for my other half.
9. Till now, what is the moment you regret the most?
- I lost 3 chances to confess to the ones I liked before and they got grabbed before I did. I did not at least even try.
10. Which type of person you hate most?
- Person who thinks that they are somehow more 'special' than others. They are proud of 'i dont know what they are proud of themselves' type of people.
11. What is your ambition?
- I wanted to be a scientist before but fuck it. It's over, now I just hope to get a stable job and enjoy my life doing the things I want. But I would like to be a professional baller IF I can do it.
12. Would you rather be someone else at this moment?
- Yup,the old me.
13. If you can have a dream to wish to come true, what would it be?
- I am granted the power to reverse time so I can make it all change so my life is not as sucky as now.
14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- Myself, family and my friends.
15. Ever feel like dying in your life for once?
- Yeah sure, I got caught in a mudpool when I was small and it reached my neck. Luckily a passerby pulled me up.
16. What will you do if the world ends tomorrow?
- I'll try to die in a crazy way. Like jumping off from some high place and just go *splat*
17. Who do you wanna meet at least once before you die?
- Someone told me,before you die, your spirits will emerge from you body and fly away to the other world and you can see it with your eyes. Maybe that?
18. What would you do if you can turn the clock backwards and go back in time?
-I will return to the day where my chance appeared last time. I really miss those days where the crowd cheered for me and my team.
19. What was your dream during childhood?
- To grow up, but when I grow up, I realize that this dream is very disappointing. The older u grow, the more difficulty you have in your living.
20. What would you like to thank God for?
- What for? I never believed in the so-called-god.
i tag :
1. Mr Fuck the World 'Mark'
2. Wei Shioun
3. Carina
4. Meow
5. Sam
6. K2G
7. Steph
8. Damian
9. *to be added*
10. *to be added*
11. *to be added*
I tak tau nak tag siapa la..cincai la siapa nak buat pergi buat je la.
Friday, January 18, 2008
Fucked up day
Exam's near. I am fucking myself up with my no-discipline-ness, I am supposed to hide at home and study all I can to cover up for my fucked up Sem 1 in the coming finals. But guess what I did? I went out in the morning to settle my line thing. Ok count that out since it's quite an important business. So I reached my house at around 3 pm. Bryant called and asked me for a drink and so I went. We drank for about 1 hour and 30 minutes and that makes it 4.30 p.m. Not long after that, I went back home and played a game of DotA to ease my stress before I study, just a minute before my game ends. VL called and asked me to go basketball, so with my 'Basketball is my life' thinking, I agreed to go with him. I sucked today since I was so darn sleepy today, was really playing like a big sohai. So the game went on until 9.15 pm. Went back home and took my bath for 15 minutes..Guess what? Fai called me to go to CC with him. So with me thinking 'it's been a long time since we went out together to be luin sui' so again, I agreed to go with them. Arrived at the CC in Seri Petaling and Fai took his dinner, after that we went back in to the CC and played until 12.30 p.m. Well was quite happy today since we kinda showed our luin sui-ness. Again, we have our yam-cha session until 1am and I got home just a little while ago and suddenly I have this very guilty feeling. I passed the day without touching or even peeking at my notes. Will next week be my doom? I hope I will get the motivation to absorb whatever I can in my brain after my sleep time and cover all the time I have wasted in the past few days.
Thats all for my Fucked up day. Bye.
Thats all for my Fucked up day. Bye.
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Things I Really Wanna Do But I Don't Have Enough Motivation
The things I wanna do on my list:
1: Study for my finals-I really feel like studying to score better this sem so I can cover back what I screwed at the past sem, I was hyped about it just last week but I seem to have lost it all this week somehow..Guess studying just isn't my style, but I really do hope I can do well, can't leave my UTAR friends after all we went through :(.
2: Build up my body in every aspect- Why building up? Because I know my body capability sucks, I think my body fat ratio is more than 25 %, and I blame my computer for that since it made me quit basketball few years ago and made me eat and eat and eat and hide and hide and hide in my house everyday without any sports. Why must I pump my body capability? This is for my 'who come who die' plan in basketball...ehehe. I have to build up my muscles and also train up my agility but can't seem to find the right time to train them. Why not? Because I'm lazy,simple enough.
3: Play basketball till I drop- I really like basketballing. I have really been missing it since I quitted during form 3. I miss the moment where I entered the Sin Chew cup along with my friends few years back where the crowds are cheering at us...The feeling is unforgettable...
4: Change my phone number- Why change? I hate to change since I have to notify everyone that I change my number and bla bla bla and stuffs but my Pa has been nagging and nagging and nagging since my bro kept on forgetting to pay my bills. The reason is he forgot because he was busy in his work but I kinda doubt it sometimes..Well I have no rights to complain, the bill is being paid by him and not me.
5: Change my phone- My phone is beginning to meet its end, sometimes I have to use a mirror's reflection to see text messages and the speaker is going to die soon too. It's been 3 years and I'm getting a new one pretty soon..so..bye bye e398!
6: Deciding whether I wanna continues studying or quit for work- Nowadays I keep receiving motivation from other peoples to just work directly and not wasting my time anymore. Khan a.k.a Brother Lan was the first to motivate me. He said he wasted quite some time studying and he now quitted and work hoping to open his own business soon. He told me his goal is to be a millionaire at the age of 26 or 27. I forgot about that but I really admire him...Ambitious guy. Seconds, I saw many people who did not study well even in their early ages and worked their ass out since they are young and guess what? They are so freaking rich now you wouldn't believe.
So long for the stuffs I wanna do,
Bye bye.
p/s: I feel quite hyper today since I did something stupid but I'm glad I did it :D
1: Study for my finals-I really feel like studying to score better this sem so I can cover back what I screwed at the past sem, I was hyped about it just last week but I seem to have lost it all this week somehow..Guess studying just isn't my style, but I really do hope I can do well, can't leave my UTAR friends after all we went through :(.
2: Build up my body in every aspect- Why building up? Because I know my body capability sucks, I think my body fat ratio is more than 25 %, and I blame my computer for that since it made me quit basketball few years ago and made me eat and eat and eat and hide and hide and hide in my house everyday without any sports. Why must I pump my body capability? This is for my 'who come who die' plan in basketball...ehehe. I have to build up my muscles and also train up my agility but can't seem to find the right time to train them. Why not? Because I'm lazy,simple enough.
3: Play basketball till I drop- I really like basketballing. I have really been missing it since I quitted during form 3. I miss the moment where I entered the Sin Chew cup along with my friends few years back where the crowds are cheering at us...The feeling is unforgettable...
4: Change my phone number- Why change? I hate to change since I have to notify everyone that I change my number and bla bla bla and stuffs but my Pa has been nagging and nagging and nagging since my bro kept on forgetting to pay my bills. The reason is he forgot because he was busy in his work but I kinda doubt it sometimes..Well I have no rights to complain, the bill is being paid by him and not me.
5: Change my phone- My phone is beginning to meet its end, sometimes I have to use a mirror's reflection to see text messages and the speaker is going to die soon too. It's been 3 years and I'm getting a new one pretty soon..so..bye bye e398!
6: Deciding whether I wanna continues studying or quit for work- Nowadays I keep receiving motivation from other peoples to just work directly and not wasting my time anymore. Khan a.k.a Brother Lan was the first to motivate me. He said he wasted quite some time studying and he now quitted and work hoping to open his own business soon. He told me his goal is to be a millionaire at the age of 26 or 27. I forgot about that but I really admire him...Ambitious guy. Seconds, I saw many people who did not study well even in their early ages and worked their ass out since they are young and guess what? They are so freaking rich now you wouldn't believe.
So long for the stuffs I wanna do,
Bye bye.
p/s: I feel quite hyper today since I did something stupid but I'm glad I did it :D
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Trapped
Went through a hellish day, Bryant called and asked me to accompany him to mod his car and somehow I did, even though I know it's gonna be boring. Well it's the same thing if I hid in my house so why not? Went to Super Star in Kajang and arrived at 4.15p.m and walked for abit and began looking for the stuffs he wanted, so we got his window tints that he wanted and installed his cd player but could not find the body kit that he wanted so that's gonna be next time, but no more next time for me since it's hell for me. The fella said it's only going to be an hour or so but it took us freaging 4 hours and I was almost bored to death waiting. The results of the tint was not so impressive since the we cant see anything from the outside which made him worried getting caught by the cops. Ok so the promoter had this stupid idea which I don't know will work or not but I kinda like his idea. He taught us to roll some Rm1 around some white papers and give it to the cop when the cop wants to have his 'minum'. He said the cop will surely feel paiseh and quickly push the bucks into his pockets and asks u to go. Will try this if I have the opportunity :D.
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
First post
Let me have a brief introduction of myself, most of the readers might know I am a 19 years old guy/man/boy that are into normal relationships. Normal relationships means friends, buddies, relationship with women since I am a GUY, not GAY. Just because I am still available, you all think that I am into that kind of relationship? Gays? I don't hate gays it they are passive to me but don't fucking compare me with a gay. What's wrong with lifting my weights just because I want to build my muscles? Alright so according to someone, gays love bodybuilding, so the point is all bodybuilders are gay? And I am one too?
Let me repeat, I am a guy who likes and will love only women, so stop comparing me with a gay.
Let me say one of my favorite word that I never said for a long time; "Shut the fuck up and die" and get out from my life.
p/s: I am being emo, it's better to let my emoness out in this stupid blog thing rather than releasing it in real life, you all don't wanna see it,trust me.
Let me repeat, I am a guy who likes and will love only women, so stop comparing me with a gay.
Let me say one of my favorite word that I never said for a long time; "Shut the fuck up and die" and get out from my life.
p/s: I am being emo, it's better to let my emoness out in this stupid blog thing rather than releasing it in real life, you all don't wanna see it,trust me.
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